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[18 Jul 2005|04:16pm]

hey everyone. i don't even know who can read this, but...i had to make a new journal because mine is rather messed up.

[info]the_angels    is my new journal.
PLEASE ADD ME!!!!

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[13 Jul 2005|08:36pm]
What are you doing on the 14th of january?
I know, no plans yet.
So, why don't you go to Shambala School?
Why would you?
Because Kamara Karma is doing a fundraiser for the Tsunami victims.
There's only a THREE DOLLAR COVER CHARGE!!
You can't get a better deal!!
So come on out to hear some great music, and help support those in need.


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What are you doing on the 14th of january?
I know, no plans yet.
So, why don't you go to Shambala School?
Why would you?
Because Kamara Karma is doing a fundraiser for the Tsunami victims.
There's only a THREE DOLLAR COVER CHARGE!!
You can't get a better deal!!
So come on out to hear some great music, and help support those in need.
1 promised no love is like our love

[10 Jul 2005|06:53pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | knockin' on heaven door - guns and roses ]

so, it's monday again, which is never good. because it means there's still four days in the week left.
but, on friday we're doing the show, which is going to be really really awesome.

i hate how fast the weekends go by. i wait for what seems like ten million years for the end of the week. then, before i know it, it's here and gone again. it's crappy. speaking of weekends.. mine was rather good.

on thursday night Brian decided to be weird, and now we're actually not speaking to each other, which upsets me because we're pretty close. and, i miss talking to him. but, lets keep that on the DL. haha. so, yeah,

on friday night, me and xander saw white noise and i pretty much lost it. it was pretty flippin' freaky.

we where gonna go at seven, but had to get tickets for nine because there where alot of people there, and we where gonna be late. we started fighting about jibberish stuff. well, actually.. no, i was being moody. but he just smiles.. and everything is better. he gently kisses my hands and face and - well, let's just say its the cutest thing ever.

so, we hung out in the computer room til nine, went to the movie and came home. i was pretty freaked out by the movie, but i listened to music and read and tried to forget about it. and, it worked. no nightmares. yay.

saturday i was at the pool at nine for my course. then at one kara and cody came over to right a song for the show, but nothing was accomplished. kara left and me and cody played video games. i beat his ass, for the record. hahah. that night i..don't remember what i did. something with my parents i think.anyways..

on sunday i did lots of homework and laundry. then, after supper xander was actually able to come over to watch a movie. he actually just sat there holding me. it was the best thing ever. and, he was being super nice to the parents so, they where rather happy. which made me happy. which gave me good dreams.

so, this update turned out to be alot longer then i thought it would be.
i have homework
i have to practice piano and guitar.
crap.
exams.

<3

3 promised no love is like our love

[05 Jul 2005|10:45pm]
What are you doing on the 14th of january?
I know, no plans yet.
So, why don't you go to Shambala School?
Why would you?
Because Kamara Karma is doing a fundraiser for the Tsunami victims.
There's only a ONE DOLLAR COVER CHARGE!!
You can't get a better deal!!
So come on out to hear some great music, and help support those in need.
3 promised no love is like our love

[04 Jul 2005|04:42pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Damien Rice - The Blowers Daughter ]

do you ever get the feeling that what you've been doing for the past eight months of your life was totaly and completly wrong?
i deffinatly have that feeling.
no one really understands what i'm feeling.
our situation is..far from perfect.
no one really knows at all.
maybe i want to be treated better
i could never leave alex.

that's so 2004! ) i'm confused. i'm scared. i'm jealous. i'm upset. i'm lost i'm self centered.

2 promised no love is like our love

[31 Dec 2004|11:03am]


Float On by Modest Mouse





"Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands
Good news will work its way to all them plans"

Laid back and real, people appreciated you for you are in 2004.


no love is like our love

[30 Dec 2004|11:17pm]
damien rice is like sex.

justin is the man for telling me about him!
*hugs him a million times*
no love is like our love

just like the ones i used to know.. [25 Dec 2004|10:15pm]
[ mood | yay.. christmas ]

today was alright.
i felt like i got too much stuff, and i probably did.
basically i got movies and books.
and another guitar.
its the acoustic/electric, twelve string seagul that i wanted.
it sounds amazing.
just.. prefection. my parents enjoyed everything i got them aswell, which made me happy.
i actually just finished watching white christmas, my all time favorite christmas movie.

so, i hope everyone had a happy christmas!

no love is like our love

i'll have a blue christmas... without you. [24 Dec 2004|11:17pm]
[ mood | upset ]

gosh. i miss xander so much already.
he's been gone for how long?
ten hours.
not coming back until the second?
yeah.
sometime around then.
its christmas eve.
im so.. upset.
bah,
humbug.

no love is like our love

dont stop til you get enough.. [23 Dec 2004|11:22pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | dont stop til you get enough - michael jackson ]

today was an okay day.
okay as in.. it sucked until xander came over.
i exchanged gifts with kara and lucy today.
i always manage to see the worst in things.
i can't really talk about it, because i dont want to hurt peoples feelings.
i just see them, and see me looking in at them, like i can't touch and i don't really belong.
its hard to explain.
i'll just talk to xander about it.
i spent all night with him.
i love him.
and thats all there is too it.

no love is like our love

[17 Dec 2004|08:56pm]

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no love is like our love

[12 Dec 2004|10:05pm]

I'M SIXTEEN!!!!!!

  • mom and dad got me the ray charles soundtrack from the movie.
  • went over to halifax to see a reading of "a christmas carol"(J-Rock from Trailer Park Boys was there!!!)
  • then went to freak lunch box (i actually found a picture on the net)...   got a tee-shirt and candy (of course)  
  • then order pizza with my parents and alex!

      anyways, thats it for now.. i gotta get to bed!

      thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday!!

    •  

      P.S. theres links.. find them.. click them!! <3
      2 promised no love is like our love

      i'm okay.. trust me [10 Dec 2004|01:38pm]
      [ mood | exhausted ]
      [ music | im not okay - my chemical romance ]

      hehehe.

      • battle of the bands was very male dominated, and none of them could sing.
      • my kara is the best singer in the world.
      • they just didn't have any acoustic stuff.
      • i heard that Marshall, one of the main judges, is very anti-emo, which is unforutnate for us.
      • thinking of trying to get lots of people together to make a band like in the movie the commitments

       

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      1 promised no love is like our love

      do the mess around.. [05 Dec 2004|04:29pm]
      [ mood | nervous ]
      [ music | Ray Charles - Mess Around ]

      quiz about me! woooo )

      woooooo..

      i've been listening to Ray Charles all day long.
      i love Ray Charles.

      omg.. it's tonight.

      *screams* x 10000

      no love is like our love

      cookie, cookie, cookie starts with 'c' [03 Dec 2004|04:19pm]
      so, it seems i always update on the weekeneds, and the updates aren't long at all. and, thats not gonna be changing any time soon. ha.

      hmmmmmmm.. this weekend should be good.

      *screams*

      friday - going to see Cinderelly by Shakespeare by the sea, can't wait.
      saturday - tree lighting at suillivans pond, followed by midnight madness.
      sunday - possible double date and my parents are going to tragically hip concert.

      *screams again*
      2 promised no love is like our love

      when the night has come.. [29 Nov 2004|06:29pm]
      [ mood | indifferent ]
      [ music | no music, seems as im not aloud to have ares. ]

      this weekend was kind of a drag, until today that is. i didnt think it was gonna be a good day, but alas, it was. i worked hard on my project, then after the internet wouldnt work, i gave up and called alex. he came over, we had a really amazing time. really amazing.

      then after Danielle came over and we watched Stand by Me! My favorite movie of all time! i had a lovely time with her as well. Danielle is my favy.

      anyways, i have yet to finish that damn project and it's due when? TOMORROW?! yes. tomorrow.

      crap.

      no love is like our love

      ground control to major tom.. [20 Nov 2004|11:43am]
      [ mood | fine ]
      [ music | David Bowie - Space Odditiy ]

      sooo...new layout! best viewed in 1024x768. so if you have your monitor at 800x600, it'll prolly look pretty bad. anyways, if you're wondering who the picture is of, its tegan quin, from tegan and sara.

      so, last night was really.. messed up. i said things i didnt want to, and alex said things he didn't want to.

      i ended up crying, he ended up holding me and telling me everything was okay.

      he is so good to me.

       

      anyways, battle of the bands audition was yesterday, i thought it went good, but apparently someone didn't think so. i don't know anymore. i'm just not going to bother going into detail.

      i've gotta get going anyways.

                                                 *amara

      2 promised no love is like our love

      i *heart* Beethoven [18 Nov 2004|06:21pm]
      [ mood | loved ]
      [ music | Beethover - 8th symphony ]

      woooo.

      amara has a livejournal now!! YAYAYA

      everyone add me.

      as of now, my layout is the same as my greatest journal, but i'll get around to making a new one sooner or later.

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